Any advice for me I'm sad?

Im soooooo upset right now. I'm gonna tell u a story and tell me what u think and any advice plz. So I'm 13 and so Is this girl. She lives 2 hours away. I see her actually exactly every 6 months. We rly like each other and told each other. I just saw her yesturday and I wanted to hug her so bad but we weren't going to around all our families so we nvr got to. When we meet in person were so quiet but when we txt we tlk more but I was so disapointed I didn't get any privacy at all with her. Now I'm home and I'm sry sad. I'm actually holding back tears. It's just not fair to me. We try to be with each other as much as possible but I nvr get a chance with her. And I cnt move on. I only see her with me no1 else. I'm starting to write sings about this but I dnt no what to do D'8